(via allwedoishope)
Not this again.
Sometimes I regret ever sending him that letter. It was five pages long, not double spaced. A letter explain everything I felt about him, or at least at the time, I thought I felt. It’s been over two years and to be honest, I’m not sure about what I feel anymore. I’m not sure if this is an attachment problem or if this is a myth of devotion. Do I really want to be loved? Do I really want him? Am I just craving the attention? I’m so lost for what it is that I want. I don’t understand. I don’t understand why life can’t just be beautiful and turn out the way I want it to. I’m just everywhere.
All I want to be is one place.
Why is it that when you trust someone and let them in that they leave you broken?
You are my best friend. You are so important to me. How could you do this to me again?
How could you just leave without saying one word?
I hate this feeling. I never wanted to feel abandoned again. Who am I suppose to talk to when no one will listen? I don’t want to cry anymore.
Please come back.
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